- Chris -

I woke up this morning feeling like shit, to make up for last night I decided to go see Robyn. I got to her house and knocked a few times. When she opened the door she looked drawn out. Her eyes were red and puffy.

“What are you doing here.?” Robyn asked. She was still upset and Chris could tell.

“I’m sorry I didn’t come see you last night, I was busy.”

Robyn stood there with her arms crossed. She rolled her eyes and motioned for him to come in. There were pictures all over the floor and a box of tissues and a pillow. Chris picked up a picture and saw Matt and Robyn kissing in one of them.

“Don’t touch them.” Robyn snatched the photo out his hand and held it up to her.”Sorry.” She said picking up all the photos off the ground and putting them back into the box. Chris had no idea who that guy was and seeing Robyn’s condition right now he didn’t bother to ask her about it. He’s never seen her like this. The past few weeks she’s been all smiles but he couldn’t judge her because he had his own skeletons in the closet that were soon to come out. 

They sat on the couch in silence. Robyn was still sniffling and playing with her hands. Chris couldn’t manage to not ask her so he went for it.

“Wanna talk about.?” He asked.

Robyn hesitated but proceeded. “Yeah.”

“His names Matt. He passed away 3 years ago. I met him through his sister, we were best friends. I used to go to her house everyday and me and him would chill. We started getting feelings for each other and things went off from there. We were together for 3 longs years and it was perfect.” Robyn started to fidget so he could tell that she was going to get into the serious part. 

“We were at a party, there were alot of people there. It was around midnight and we were heading home. We were both pretty drunk but He was more sober than I was. There was one more beer left and I took a sip and gave him the rest. He told me he didn’t think he should drink anymore but I kind of pushed it onto him. We were on the road and…” Robyn stopped and tears filled her eyes.

“There was a car coming into the next lane and he cut us off. Matt didn’t see the car so he swerved quick and lost control. It happened so fast I didn’t know what was going on. It wasn’t until I woke into the hospital that I realized what had  happened. The first person I asked for was Matt. They all told me that He was ejected from the car and died on the spot. I thought I lost my heart  and life in that moment.” Robyn caught her breath trying to talk through her cries. 

“Everyone in his family blamed me because they tested his alcohol level and it was above the limit. If i hadn’t have gave him that one last beer he wouldn’t be dead right now. Everyday I blame myself and something always comes into my life that reminds me of him and what happened.”

Chris looked at the box of pictures. He figured that she must of gotten them recently. He reached over to her and pulled her into his arms while she let out the last few tears.

“It’s okay. I’m here for you.” His phone vibrated and he looked at the screen. It said “Rue.” He couldn’t deal with the her right now. This was more important to him. 

- Rue - 

Chris wasn’t answering my calls and It was making me very irritated. He probably was with that bitch that was in his phone. I looked at the picture we took from last night. Why didn’t he want to be with me again. We lasted a good two years until this bitch came along.

I knew I had to do everything in my power to get him back. I picked up my laptop and typed in Robyn Fenty. A article came up talking about someone dying in car crash and I wasn’t sure if it was the same “Robyn” but I had a gut feeling. I saved the article on my computer and shut it down. I decided to call Ty up to see if he could help me.

“Wassup” Ty said.

“Chilling. I was going to ask you how Chris was.?” I said thinking I could get something out of him.

“Oh…you know he stay working now other than that he’s good, why you ask.”

“Nothing just wondering how he’s been. I miss him. Um. Is he seeing anybody.?”

“Uh….Naw.” Ty said.

Rue knew he was lying. He wouldn’t put his bro’s business out there on the street like that unless Chris wanted him to so he wasn’t going to tell her.

“Mmkay that’s all I wanted to know. Catch you later.” Rue hung up the phone.

Well that wasn’t much help. Ty isn’t going to tell me anything. I just didn’t want this Robyn girl getting in the way of things I had planned. I needed him back.

- Ty - 

I wasn’t about to tell nothing to Rue about my bro. Even when they were together something threw me off about her. She was just another hoe wanting attention. Chris looked good with Robyn and I respected her and my babe enough not to get them involved with her messy ass.

“Babe come here.” Ty said to Melissa.

“What is it. ?” Melissa asked.

“Tell me why Rue just hit me up asking if Chris was seeing anybody.”

“And what did you say.?”

“I told her naw. I don’t want your sister getting involved with her. When I tell you that bitch is crazy, she’s crazy.”

Melissa’s started to get mad. She would be the first one to kill any bitch that tried to come for her sister. “Ty you already know how I am about my sister.”

Ty saw that Melissa was ready to kill and he knew how she was.

“I know that’s why I didn’t say shit but it’s all good. I got you.” He said kissing her. Ty was going to call Chris up but he felt like Chris already had enough going on and he didn’t need anymore problems so he left it at that. 

- Melissa - 

I was a bit concerned but in a good way about my sister. For the past weeks she’s been all smiles. I didn’t really say anything to her but I was just observing. Chris has been around alot more lately but I really thought they should slow down a bit.

“Babe what are you doing” Ty said wrapping his arms around her.

“Nothing just thinking about my sis.” Ty knew how close her and Robyn were and he respected that.

“Don’t be she’s grown and I’m sure she knows what she can handle.” 

“You’re right” Mel said. 

“Now stop fussing and come take care of daddy.” He laughed.

“You tripping but let me call my sis first.” Mel said walking to the her purse.

It was late in the afternoon so I figured she would be awake. I called but it kept ringing, no answer. That unlike her so I called again, still no answer. I figured she must be busy so I didn’t worry about it too much.

- Robyn -

For the past few weeks i’ve been with Chris alot. I’m rarely in the house and I’ve barely seen my sister. I’m really starting to like him more and more but of course matt still holds a special place in my heart. I was getting dressed when I heard a knock at my door. I wasn’t expecting anyone so I was bit curious to who it was. I went to the door and peeped through the hole. It was Matt’s sister. I was bit taken back.

“Hey” I said. she looked a bit down and didn’t say much. She just handed me a box.

“I found somethings you might of wanted from Matt’s place. I didn’t want to throw anything anyway.” She cracked a weak smile and waved, walking to her car.

I closed the door and stood there for a minute. I haven’t seen her in three years and I knew she hated me for what happened. His whole family blamed me and I never got over it.

I opened the box and there were loads of pictures of us together. I sat on the floor and went through every single one of them. My emotions were on a roller coaster and tears filled my eyes. I never realized how much I missed Matt. I thought about Chris and how much I liked him. I wanted so bad to move on but I didn’t know what I needed to do. I figured if I vented it all out I would be so much better. I decided to call Chris and tell him to come over because I really needed someone. I picked up my phone and dialed his number.

“Wassup.” He said. There was alot of noise in the background.

“Can you come over.” I asked.

“I wish, I’m kinda busy right now. Sorry.” 

My mood shot down 10 times more. I really wanted to see him but I knew I was going to have to deal with it.

“Okay.” I hung up without saying bye. I was a bit upset. I didn’t bother calling my sister because she would tell me the same thing she always says. “Nothing is going to bring him back. Stop blaming yourself, get over it and start a new chapter.” If only she knew how hard that was. 

- Chris - 

I was at my boy Ty’s party. Robyn hung up on me and I was just like alright cool. I felt bad lying to her but I didn’t feel like having Rue run me down on leaving. We talked about shit and we’re cool now but we weren’t back together.

“Am I going back to your place tonight” Rue said sitting on his lap. Chris knew of rue’s intentions. He knew all she wanted was to be known and have someone to do things for her and that was not the case. All he was thinking about was Robyn.

“Naw not tonight.” Chris said. 

“At least take a picture with me.” Rue said grabbing his phone. Chris looked at the camera and smiled. He got up to go chat it up with one of his boys. Making sure he wasn’t looking Rue started going through his phone. She was curious as to why he’s been acting weird lately. She saw messages from Robyn and it angered her. Now she knew what was up. She sent the photo of her and Chris to her phone for keep sake and saved it in his.

“I’m leaving” Rue said walking up to Chris.

“Hit you up later.” he said.

Chris wanted to call Robyn back but he figured it was too late. He was stuck in situation himself. He was still messing with Rue and now he found himself liking Robyn a lot more than he thought. He had Rue and His family to get through first. His family was the bigger obstacle. 

Changing “Chanel” to “Robyn” :)